Loss to Liberation
To stand in solidarity with her sister who was diagnosed with cancer, the woman pictured made the choice to shave her head bald. With permission to share her story, I photographed her progression from wavy locs to straight-razor shaved bald.
It was a few days before Christmas when she came into the shop. She took a seat to wait for Will, her barber, and recorded a message for her sister and family. She told them that what she was about to do was out of love for her sister. When Will was ready, she took a seat in his chair, removed her glasses, and said a prayer.
Then, small section by small section, Will used clippers to buzz off her locs. He handed each section to her and she collected them into a ponytail. While he worked, the Christmas music which was playing in the background slowed, the soulful voices of Luther Vandross, Whitney Houston, and Mariah Carey filling the shop. She sang along to them as she shed a few tears.
When the last section of locs were cut off, the music changed. Her tears stopped. No one changed the channel, but it was as if her loss had lifted and with it the tempo of the music.
At her request, Will took her hair down as far as he could with clippers and then down to the shortest possible length with a straight razor. When he was done, he handed her the mirror so she could inspect the cut. She touched the top of her head. “It’s so much colder now.” They laughed. She let out a sigh then smiled at her reflection, now liberated of its hair.
She recorded her "after" reaction for her family and gathered her belongings, tucking her ponytail of locs into her purse. She’d brought a hat to cover her head after the cut, but said as she was leaving, “That’s all right—I don’t need it.”